i still feel small when i stand beside the ocean..

ok i came acroos this gorgeous song recently... (it's old though)

song is in my next post...try to listen to it.. it's really nice.

so;
if in life at one point yuo are given the choice to sit out or dance... i hope you dance...

i hope you dance:

Hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance; I hope you dance....

Do it anyway...

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway.

Buddha's way.. path to freedom

haven't you ever wondered where this ultimate happiness in life lies.. true you can be head over heals in love with your partner, and be happy... but for how long??

i see so many people breaking up, going through rough times..

when you actually come to think of it, the buddist philosophy have anwers to all the questions.. it's amazing... and what do we know about it? almost nothing.. there's sooo much to explore and learn.

i've realised that when you follow budda's teaching life becomes much easier... less complicated.

even if attaining Nibbana is so faraway; the least we can do is... live today..the way we are supposed to live it..

Judging by the looks

people are so different from what they seem. i feel life is really getting complicated by the day.. you never know whom to trust and whom not to trust until they actually break it.

i need to stop & catch my breath

things have been so hectic lately, one thing after another. guess i'll have to get used to it rather than complaining.

sometimes i feel that i don't have time to stop and appreciate the beauty of life. it's one big race.

along the rocky road you sometimes even forget WHAT you are running after. you lose your identity.. lose track of your goals in life.

i usually LOVE christmas, i love the spirit. but this time, i'm just too busy to enjoy it. i really want to turn over a new leaf in life just don't know, when, where and how...

Strange how he makes my day...

i'm blank.. speechless

Love is..contd.....

i HAD to put another post cos so many ppl have gotten it all wrong.. i wasn't trying to DEFINE love in the first place for the simple reason that i CAN'T. and i never will.

that post was about loyalty to be precise. Anyway i can't say much here cos then it will get personal.

no offence some people really have a LOT more to learn!

and regarding sudanthas's comment ppl who play around, play around anyway, anywhere...

Love is...

I seem to have a really different idea of what love is.. not too many ppl agree with me on that. Cos to them, love happens way earlier.. I don’t see “love” in those who say they are in love..(There are of course, exceptions.) but I see the people in love sharing the same thing with so many others as well.. how stupid could that get?

Nowadays that magical word is been given such cheap meaning.. maybe it’s because I don’t go with the trend.. maybe because I AM old fashioned…

Love?... Infatuation?...but WHY?

Your heart skips a beat every time you see him.. each time you notice something new and cute.. you feel a strange sense of belonging when you are with him. god knows why. And life is so much brighter for a moment…

You cannot help what you feel and I hate it when that happens. Something’s just not right. Unjustified. At the other end he sees nothing more than a “one way” friendship taking you for granted. Even “pride” comes in second! What a strange world!

How could I possibly think it’s love? It’s infatuation indeed. Cos it’s immature. love isn’t momentarily.. no way.

Most importantly… he belongs to someone else.. heart just doesn’t seem to get the simple logic. Why? Tell me why?

Yet another day... made different

BIRTHDAYS.. Hmm.. I don’t celebrate it as such.. it’s yet another day for me. It’s always my family, my close friends and now my NEW HOME IN APIIT are the ones who makes it soo different.. everything was really cute, I mean by the end of the day.. I guess there’s nothing like feeling loved.. honestly. And that’s what I felt.. it’s amazing. I am speechless…

and i learnt something nice: "Some bits you lose... some bits you keep..i don't yet recognise my face in the mirror, but.. i still love candy." thanks vish.

You moved mountains...

Main tumhe chahakar bhi apni zindagi out dil se nikaal nahi payi..

My life seem to just pass me by..

dear blog,

Sometimes i stop and think that my life is sooo hectic that i don't have time to spend with my friends and family.. and that's REALLY bad sometimes. i miss my friends from school, and sometimes i wonder if i've taken the right decision to incolve CIMA with this.. and the christmas party coming up...i'll really be stuck in APIIT, i kinda don't mind it.. but..

but then again on second thoughts, i'm somehow gonna manage my time and do it. cos from past experiences i know that as a fact that people are not gonna be there for you always.. at one point in life there comes a time when you only have you to lean on.. THEN i begin to think that i should've done more for myself.. but that's life...

I've so much to say!

dear blog,

ok it's really a big thing tht i convinced myself to blog after all. cos it is so not me to "publish" my inner most feelings. i soo hope that my blog doesn't turn out to be one of the places where i'm not being myself just bcos ppl read it.. if that happens chaos to blog! but it's not like so many ppl would know i blog.. so who cares.. i've been soo excited to start this but now it's almost like i can't remember what i had to say.. yea i guess it IS cool to keep a diary after all.. nyways.. let's see how it goes.

so...blog here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!