Dreams

I am where the biggest of the 'dreams' Generate and Terminate. without an execution phase. sad.

If i FEEL what i'm doing is wrong... then it is PROBABLY wrong.

i've still got sand in my shoes

lyrics - sand in my shoes

ane i dont know

who would have thought that you could hurt me
the way you've done it
so deliberate so determined

Since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
and question my own questions on and on

Tell me now, tell me now
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close

You don't even know the meaning of the words I'm sorry
You said you would love me until you die
As far as I know you're still alive
Baby

You don't even know the meaning of the words I'm sorry
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted always supportive always patient
What did I do wrong?
I'm wondering for days and hours
it's here, it isn't here where you belong



//shakira - Illegal
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where does shakira come up with lyrics like dat?? isn't that CUTE? da song is brilliant. i love it. the sarcasm is so cool and funny... everytime i hear it ;)
*/

Before sunrise movie

"if there's any kind of god it wouldn't be in any of us.. not you or me..but he's in this little space between us...

if there's any kind of magic in this world.. it must be in the attempt of the understading someone or sharing something..

i know it's impossible to suceed.. but who cares.. really.. the answer must be in the attempt..."

maybach exelero..

hmm... speechless! Batmobile KALE!!!

Save the last dance.. favourites

1. girl when da guy dirty dances wit his ex: "So her ass just happen to FALL into your hands huh?"

2. girl: "we've been fighting so much for our relationship than actually having one..."

Check da Tag Heuer, 'Link' & 'Diamonds Friction' (Women's collection)

Woooooooow. A real BEAUTY! BMW 760 Li

doesn't it remind you of a shiP?

Weird

'Mandatory' doesn't sound like what it means. infact in sounds 'optional'

Essential tests to be carried out in your relationship.

Unit Testing
Security Testing
Performance Testing
Compatibility Testing
User Interface Testing
User Acceptance Testing

Integrated testing!

I miss..

I miss having the stereo so loud in the car like I used to

I miss staring at the starry sky and feeling lighter and happier

I miss laughing at a really stupid joke, knowing it makes zero sense

I miss taking to someone till late night and still having so much to say tomorrow

I miss listening to the same song at two different ends with someone

I miss an idiotic scene from a Hindi film coming to reality

I miss being so imperfect yet having so much pride in what I have

I miss reading a book so late into the night that your eyes hurt

I miss getting the most expected things at the most unexpected moments

I miss failing so many things and still feeling like a winner all the way

I miss someone going out of the way just to make me happy

I miss a hug from a friend who says everything is gonna be alright, and it IS suddenly ok

I miss fantasizing and arguing about a really stupid concept in life

And from the things I miss in my life, I miss being myself the most…

HOw?

how can such a perfect love be so imperfect??

Someone said;

The more i get to know people the more i like my dog..

Price

There should be a price to pay for everything. Otherwise there's no value in it.
Just like our Dot matrix.

On second thoughts

i thought it was romantic until i googled it to see the number of companies that are avilable to do it! meaning it's nothing unique there are millions of ppl doing that everyday, just that i was unaware abt it.. i lost the the fascination i guess.. anyway check this out.. naa i still think it's neat.

http://www.starregistry.com/

White Jags...

Drives me craaaaaazzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

the ONLY thing i found romantic in 'Walk to remember'

Landon names a star for Jamie in the International Star Registry. That's totally neat!

i have started liking this song.. dont know why.

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

Tell me

Tell me i'm dreaming, and that 'this' won't be there when i come back tomorrow... cos i don't know how to be perfect...

Untitled: Simple Plan;

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Also

'Also' must be the most ugliest word in the english language. it doesn't sound nice regardless you use it at the beginning, middle or end of the sentence.

Possible??

'I love you, but only as a friend..' can that famous line actually exist?

Theorotically of course ANYTHING can exist but practically??

##

Act
-dumb
-deaf
-like you've got amnesia...

Things are a lot easier that way.

RIGHT from WRONG

it's so weird that when you are all WRONG and messed up, you can find ten million convincing excuses to prove or justify your circumstances. but when you're RIGHT you cannot find a SINGLE reason to support your actions.

i guess you don't NEED to...

Only almost here...

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here...

;

I feel like a doormat

One of my friends wrote...

'Maybe we'll have to leave tomorrow'
And that tomorrow never came
Closeness and truth filled each day
That magical feeling kept coming our way
Memories that we would forever take
Sms that we could not erase...

Change of ONE heart took only a little time
But it seems it had grown for awhile

For a message i had to wait for long
Completed my sentences, he finished them wrong
The eyes that was filled with love
Eyes that asked me to stay
Failed to even look my way
When he holds my hand
He doesn't hold my heart anymore
Not so long ago a love that seemed so right
Now... has no life..

Maybe.. that tomorrow... finally came.

why is it that at a given moement, "the last thing you want happening right now" always happens first??

My review on kabhi alvida whatever

apart from wat bashi has written on her blog,

why does a decent hindi film ALWAYS have to end with stopping trains and planes?? and why does the guy always have to SCREAM i love you when it come to unspoken love?? upto the intermission i found it pretty cool.. awsome actually.. but after that.. it's just another lame, stupid, typical "hindi film" by all means :(

Tell me how

How can i not love you?
What do i tell my heart?
When do i not want you here in my arms?
How does one walks away
From all of the memories?
How do i not miss you when you are gone?

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What we've known all along...

-Joy Enriquez, How can i not love you-

!

Your Imperfection is so Perfect in my eyes..

Interesting

How many Microsoft executives does it take to change a light bulb?

1) 1001. One to install the new bulb, plus one thousand lawyers to assert intellectual property rights over every light bulb ever invented.
2) Microsoft doesn't change light bulbs. It declares Darkness (TM) the new standard.

http://jokes4all.net/

The nice thing in life is that...

I'm living without things, that i THOUGHT would DIE without.

jesus take the wheel..

"Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on...
Jesus take the wheel "

-Carrie Underwood-


SOMEONE take the wheel for that matter... i'm REALLY tired now.

Gorgeous

Fix You - ColdPlay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Note: it's a weird and a cute song listen to it.

I NEED TO...

format myself.

Soooo me

"My head asks me to do what the tail says, the tail asks me to do what the head says. I just end up with an upset stomach"

-Over the hedge-

Exploring One Tree Hill

ppl in OTH r like preach generators..
when we have a friend who's going out to do something risky we say "Take care", "Be careful" etc.

in OTH they say "hey dude, look before you jump!"

"P.S" - I still sorta like it..

Garfield

I love Garfield. He is the closest resemblance to someone I know very well..

so true

"Men always want to be a womans' first love
Women always want to a mans' last romance..."
-Oscar Wilde-

: (

i feel like crying.. i'm missing something. just dont know what..

Obvious, Weird or Natural?

The more work i have, the more efficient i become..

What hurts the most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

2007 Jaguar XK

total dissapointment in my opinion.. For me, Jags are all abt power and prestige.. somehow there's smthing weird.. check it out. it looks as if its a cross between XJ and this other model that i seem to forget

XK coupe in Liqiud silver however... is BREATHTAKING!!!!!

Or is it??

In his journey of life.. i believe man should try everything possible within the parameters of ethics.

Ethics however... are user defined.

the way i see it.. 2 steps to success

1. Dream a lot
2. Don't overdo the latter that u r blinded by reality.

no subject

My book on soul mates and unspoken love.... yet to be written...

Stuff dat u cud do to ur life wit the controls of the keyboard

Insert an event that could change your life
Delete a really bad day and Ctrl+N it
Hit Backspace on somthing stupid u did
Have control over something and delete (Ctrl+V) it so that u can paste it somewhere else (Ctrl+V)
Leave everything just d way it is and use left arrow key down memory lane
Ctrl+S when u want to save the most precious moments
Ctrl+Z any action so u don't have to worry abt wat u do

Hit Esc when u just wannna end it
else
Ctrl+A and delete so u can start it all BRAND NEW...

BreathTaking...

Wow!!!! just re-discovering my craze for fighter planes...

http://www.fighter-planes.com/


Name: Aurora

Everytime i go to school...

X: helllllllllllllo!!!! after a looooong time
me: ok, had a lot of projects..
X: oh migod u've lost even MORE weight!!!!!!!
me: ow ane. //i didnt know!
X: so so wat r you doing now?

if(X==knows i'm here)
{
X: so u're still at SLIIT? ah ne ara Asia pacific thena neda?
}
else
{
me: im at APIIT.
me: at Union Place //would avoid obvious questions!
}

X:ah ne computer neda? //oh and that look on that face; "ew every Tom, Dick, Harry AND Mary, Ann, Jenny is doing computer now and you're IN that club?"

X: ithin oya project ochchara amaruda? //with that look ur doing such a dumb thing and ur complaining?

me: yea, but it's fun you know //lie lie lie

X: aparade u should've done ur A/L's again ne..

me: yea.. //"WHATEVER"

me: so then gotta go have lectures in apit.

X: ane it was so nice meeting you after a long time.. come n c us wen u cm back to school ok

me: yes definitely! //yea RITE!

X={X:teacher or some stupid friend}

wat i learnt from PIA proj

Endless code
Useless benefits
Unless you organize your work..

: (

i miss a friend whom i used to be really close with

To: whom it may concern,

don't just say things are nice, if u don't mean it.
don't pretend u like ppl, if u hate them.
don't be nosy, if u know it won't benifit anyone.
mostly, pls don't open ur mouth if YOU do da exact opposite of wat u say.

I

I DREAM abt my future
I THINK abt my past
I hardly LIVE in the present....

P.S - which i know is not right.

I wish...

from the many things i wish for in life... i wish i could turn back time, the most...

i still think

With i always thought
.people take u for granted
.world is filled with evil
.love is weird
.people are fake
.i was born alone, i die alone
.there's noone called a me
.i would never be in love with anyone
End With

With i still think
.ppl take u for granted but YOU are not just ppl
.world is filled with evil but there are also a few angels
.love is weird but it's amazing
.ppl are fake but atleast YOU aren't
.i was born alone and i die alone, atleast i can LIVE with YOU
.there's no me, but there will always be a 'us'
.i would never be in love with anyone... else
End With

ANNOYING!

how ppl can be so FAKE sometimes... and take ppl for granted...

Routine

the modules i take this semester are really boring, no excitement, no fun, nothing to look forward to. sometimes i think if i've made the right decision, as in if i'm doing the right degree. i just feel that this degree sometimes doesn't bring out my full potential, the best in me. i've always had this thing: i want to love wat i'm doing, almost everytime that's like the ONLY requirement. it's like chosing mathematics for A/L, i just love doing it.. hey but on a positive note, maybe the fun part over here... is yet to come!

On a really bad morning...

on a really crappy morning, if you really look around, there's always someone or something that can brighten up your day... only if you ALLOW that thing make all the difference. unfortunately we hardly EVER do it.

Beautiful

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream..


Dance wit my father
Luther Vandross