I’d play a song that would never, ever end

"If I could steal one final glance

One final step, one final dance with him

I’d play a song that would never, ever end

‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again..."

sometimes i wonder

if i'll be who i am now, if you were here.

just adding to my serves-no-purpose thoughts.

Eventually...

Do we really have to try and live perfect lives; when eventually, we wilt so imperfectly?

Truth and reality - in raw forms

i hear and experience now; more than ever before.

It's true.

Nothing lasts for too long. The good and the bad.

Hence,

You have new challenges everyday and things that make you happy change accordingly.

Reality

There are 3 things in life (out of the many) I thought i will never ever get myself to do when I started them:

1. wear contact lenses
2. drive
3. cook

now, 2 out of 3 things i manage to do with ease... You should never worry too much about things cos they have a way of figuring on its own.

That's what I tell myself about the third one.

I'm losing it

I don't seem to be tolerating the things I would've tolerated an year ago.

thoughts

Some thoughts and feelings cannot be translated to a language... to be written down.

I want to be stupid.

I don't want to understand everything and be logical.

I want to be blunt and blonde making things much simpler.

I want everything to be matters of the heart. Not the mind.. and I want to trust intuition without clear grounds.

Because when you're stupid, you wouldn't know what you're losing.

I want just that.

:(

Help me get through this day...

Thoughts

Everything we do in life, isn't logical.

They are sometimes driven by simple human emotions that are difficult to explain.

I guess some dreams

Never come true....

Disappointed.

?

Do you hear... what I don't say?

Sometimes

My heart don't want to agree with things my head totally (logically) understands.

Gentle Reminder

There was a time when I thought the movie 'Before Sunrise' was really great!

Losing myself...

Everything i do seem to be turning against me these days.

:(

:(

It's one of those times that i want to just scream and cry.

Tired.

Just Tired.